omg lah.so many things to do today and its like.very.confusing for me now.this is the result of being OVER GREEDY.dont know whether i used it correctly.and like.SO MANY COMPETITIONS LA>but the prizes are attractive and thats my aim of getting into the competition.and therefore.YES.i know im money faced but i cant help it cause this IS my character and i am.trying my best lah.
AND
now im acting like a freak/idiot asking ppl whats their favorite tong hua gu shi.and the answer varies.from three little pigs to like mai huo chai de nu hai or something.then come ppl were like unsure of my question and what it meant.one of them was meishuen.i think we have a lack of communication cause she didnt know what i meant and i didnt know her sentences too.i really feel that its really saddening to like.be misunderstood by a friend.and i mean REALLY misunderstood.cause like i said JOKINGLY.oh.so you do not have a childhood lah. then meishuen treated it as an insult.i mean sometimes she may be joking but it seemed serious to me and i too treat it seriously.its not that i cant take jokes.its just that pls dont misunderstand your CLOSE FRIENDS.cause it will give them a very bad feeling.that was the conclusion of this incident.
MOVING ON
i dont feel like talking anymore.abt today.cause everything is so random.like.doctor william tan came and he had this really strong dont-know-what-country accent when he was describing the difficulties that he faced.so its like.quite funny sometimes.AND WTH.his book hiw 30 bucks?no way im going to buy it lah.not to mention THE RUN.we pay 50 bucks JUST TO RUN.wow.they treat us sec 1s as some qian jins IS IT.im poor lah.
THEN.
i still have so many things uncompleted and im afraid that my MARCH HOLS may be gone.sad.as in not gone but like.very very occupied.and i wish they wont be.okay.this should be the end of my post.thank you for your kind attention and see you tomorrrow.I MISS TRUDY!AND ELEEN.
3:20 AM.